Tuesday, April 19, 2005
I'm gonna apolognise about how bitchy i acted this afternoon all the way till everything's fine and settled. I wasnt pleased so spare me from all the shit.

I dont wanna repeat about what shit happen. I just wanna say that i will work hard for the trip, even for baby. Nothing is gonna freaking stop us, dont even think about it cos im determined okay. Once is enough so i really hope everyone wil just shut up and let the plan work the way WE WANTED.GET IT? argh. well..i just had to swallow the whole shit down my tummy and forget about it right? I just "assume" that it is a conspiracy ah! BLOODY OBVIOUS. GOD WILL KNOW WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT. i shant comment cos i dont wanna get any more fed up and let them upset my life!curse

What else. I had a 3 page report to do!!! Totally nuts okay! And i have a presentation to do on this friday, which means you will see me in formal! GREAT...hope it rains!

MSG TO BABY:

baby, can u promise me that we are really gonna make it for the trip no matter what? i really want to hear from you. And, sweet thanks for sending me home. LOVE YOU! see you on thursday!! Take care during tmr's training okay? MUACK! i miss our free time when we can cuddle and have fun! i miss you so much and somehow makes my heart goes sour. i learnt a new word today! COVETABLE! i can use it on baby! VERY DESIRABLE! He's MINE! =)

Night to all. I'll b having lunch with BFF! WHEE!! Gonna have a great time!! =) see u brenda! *huggies*


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